Praise the Lord a CCV (Chinese College Volunteer) from my last years mission trip to China is visiting. It's a bit of an excitement, but quite an overload of estrogen. Hanging out with too many girls for too long is too weird, too awkward, and sometimes very frustrating. Going to downtown Disney and walking into the Disney store made me so happy. It's not even a childhood memory for me, but like seeing the silly stuffed animals just made me giggle inside.
It may be because I am, and was, extremely tired, but I felt the frustration being piled up and up and higher and higher. All I wanted to do was go in the corner and talk to a stuffed animal or something.
1 more week and I'll be out of here. A place where I can feel so at peace and can just be away from this nonsense. So much crap is in my head right now that I want to just burst out, but for now I'll hold it in. I'm holding it in for fear of whether this is a momentary feeling from being way too tired.
Busy-ness, after being idle for so long, seems to have lost it's flavor.
we need to meet before you go out to china. prayer and talking and such.
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