Lost in emotions.

First off I want to say thanks to all who read this and have that concern in talking to me after reading my "emo"ish blog posts. I am constantly being amazed at the power of RSS and at how many people read.

I'll keep this one relatively short (compared to the last one). But my current mood: lost, confused, and maybe clueless. Clueless as to what to do, lost in the circumstance, and confused about my present situation. God has been helping me get back on my feet, looking past the disappointments into the beauty of His creation.

These last few days were one heck of a time. But to add the cherry on top, I was able to worship at Pantera Park before heading over to the Chu's. Spending that time with the Lord allowed me to just calm down and reflect on my next steps. I felt the Spirit giving me the "peace that surpasseth all understanding," something I desperately needed (and need) at that point of time.

And yet, when I do what I feel the Lord is pressing me to do, a negative (or in my eyes undesired) situation is produced. I'm so lost as to what to do, and my heart is breaking. It may sound a little girly, but yes my heart feels broken into so many pieces and yet, I find no real source for this heart break. All I know is that I am clinging onto the hope in which the Lord has promised.

Lost in emotions, but found in Christ.