What I learned this week gave me a renewed perspective on life and the things that I'm struggling through. I have found that uncertainty scares me, if I was brutally honest with myself, the reason I am scared is because of my lack of trust in God. It sucks to think that despite everything that He has taken me through, that this minor speed bump has started to make my wheels fall off.
"God, I know that you are stronger. I know that you are in charge, but I don't know why it is so hard for me to trust you. Shape my heart, and remind me that it isn't about me, it isn't about what I can do or what I want to do."
Sidenote: I am so thankful that I get to serve at a church that strives for excellence and strives to share the gospel. From Palm Sunday to Good Friday to Eggstravaganza to Easter Service, Redeemer really took things to new heights. All of the effort that was put in really made a difference, and seeing how the church tries to make a difference in the community as well as in the congregation makes me happy.
