The Strength of the Lord.

As I opened my Bible to read a little before I got studying for this hectic day, I came upon this verse:
“Seek the Lord and his strength; seek his presence continually!” -Psalm 105:4
The Lord has definitely showed me so much these last couple days. In the midst of pushing myself to Loving the Lord a little more, I have found myself seeking the Lord a lot harder. In this time of refinement, I see myself being transformed. Transformed in many small steps, but just as many big steps. Sometimes I'm scared of who I'm becoming, but other times I'm proud of the progress that I've made.
What the Lord is teaching me now is discipline. Discipline in EVERY aspect of my life. In my studies, in my mentality, in my money management, in my family, discipline of my tongue, of my actions, but most of all my emotions.
I've learned too much that I don't want to learn, sought too much of things for "older people." I'm young, I want to live, I want to play, I want to run free, yet I find myself at a place where though I dream of running free (and many say i still do all these things) I am somewhat happy to the point which I have grown.

Oh what the heck am i doing blogging when I should be studying? Time to tackle these books, tear up these 3 midterms, and LIVE IT UP.