The Cravings of a somewhat honest man.

I crave the desire to pursue God with everything that I am.
   This quarter has been a blur. Classes are the same, days just turn into routine, and I fall into the trap that deceives my mind in being complacent with a simple prayer and reading a short devotional. I want more. I want to pursue God.

I crave the willingness to put aside anything that is not God glorifying.
   5 seasons of Friday Night Lights, countless nights of Halo, hours spent on facebook... in summary idleness... I get so caught up in my own self-satisfying  fleshly desires that I easily forget about bringing glory to God.

I crave the strength to stand up as a man after God's own heart.
     And yet through all of these things, God has given me the strength to push through everything. God has given me immense, and immeasurable strength to overcome so many obstacles. But I want more. I want the strength to do encourage others, I want the strength to bless others, I want the strength to live in a lifestyle that God is calling me towards.

I crave for things to go right.
    I guess the downside of this craving is that my right can be different from God's right. I just want my cravings to align with the desires of God.

God has been doing a lot in me these past weeks, and I have been learning a lot. But quite frankly, I'm not satisfied with myself. I want more to be done, and I want to see things be accomplished. I'm tired. I'm worn out. But I'm ready for work to be done. "Here I am, send me..."

Lord let Your Glory Fall.