Rough week.

I haven't had a late night ramble for a long time, but here goes:

This week was really tough, juggling school, church stuff, homegroup stuff, projects, personal life, emotional life... everything totally started tumbling down. I apologize for anyone that had to worry about my "emo"-ish tweets.
Frankly, I could be doing a lot better, in my relationships with friends and family, in my responsibilities as a student and as a worker. I've totally let down so many people this week, and have burdened so many more because of my lack of motivation for... well, life.
This week has been so rough, that I just didn't even want to care about anything anymore, small sparks set me off, bigger sparks blow me up. God is good regardless, and He is the only reason I'm still standing now, He definitely is the one that lights up each day of mine. I'll share a brief experience which totally brightened up my day.

I was walking with my apartmentmate to my next class, wearing my Supernatural sweater.
And all of a sudden this couple comes up to me and says "hey did you go to that?"
I told them that I only went to part of it.
Then the girl told me that she had a dream about someone wearing it on campus, and had a huge heart to pray for me. She asked if I had any prayer requests, and I told her that things have been really tough for me emotionally.
Then she starts praying, and she said like one sentence about God covering my emotions and my pains.
(In my head I wondered if she knew what I meant by emotional struggles)
Then she started praying about how God is there for me as a Father, and how I'm a precious son to Him. And she kept using the word son, and emphasized that.
By the end, I was at the brink of tears and so astounded and left speechless.

God really blessed me that afternoon.

Things have been hard, so please keep me in your prayers.