"YY, what the heck happened to you, where is your passion these days? You used to want to win so bad. You give up so easily now... *rambles on about how I'm weak*"
Yes, another encouraging moment with my ex-JV coach.
After thinking about what my coach said, I saw the truth in it. I've definitely lost it, my desire to fight for the things that I want. My desire to give my all for a taste of that oh so sweet victory. It was the one thing that allowed me to win the games that I won. My skill level in badminton, not so good, but my desire to tear apart anyone that stood against me, kept me on my 2 feet.
This definitely isn't something that is evident in badminton, but in the rest of the areas in my life.
My passion? I wanted to reply that it lies within the Lord, but after thinking about it I had to realize that even much of that has been drained away.
I know that it's time to get back that mindset. Or else, when my badminton tournament comes around, I'm in deep poop. Time to get back into that mindset of running for that goal, and tearing apart anything that comes in my way. I've got 4 weeks to get into ship-shape.
Letzz do this.
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