I have to register for classes at 8 a.m. tomorrow, yet I still have no clue what I am taking. And still, I am not planning, and there is not even a hint of me wanting to plan out my schedule.
Anyway,
8th week is over, and 3 more weeks until my first year is over. And as I sat evaluating my first year, I could not help but think to myself how much I played. How well I could have done if I didn't play as much. How much more productive this year could have been, if only I had found the balance between work and play earlier.
In my reflections, I found that this year has challenged me deeper than any other. Sure, God has shown me and brought me through great heights and depths, yet still...I am unsatisfied. I am completely in-complacent (if that is even a word) with where I am. Even in these challenges where I feel that I can't handle anymore, I feel that it is not enough.
God is growing me, for that I am certain. Feeling the full extent of His love is impossible, yet I am filled to my capacity. My eyes have seen, my ears have heard, my heart has felt. Broken, yet I am always complete in Him. Such a lovely paradox.
God is good, maybe I'll complete my thoughts when I am more awake.
I love these L.N.R.s (Late Night Ramblings)
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