Pain

it hurts a lot. So much I want to let it all out with a scream.

No, I am not talking about an emotional type of pain, rather this time something physical.
My head hurts so badly, I can't even sleep it off. The very thought of sleeping just makes it hurt even more. When I sit up, when I talk, when I am on the computer, it seems to disappear. But the moment I lay my head down, it comes crashing down, like the waves onto the shore (no not those tiny ones, the huge ones).

To make matters worse, my entire body is aching, from working out and from hiking. (And now, 75% of my computer screen is dead...)

So now, I sit here on my computer (for it is the only thing that seems to relieve my headache in the slightest bit) with nobody to talk to. Unfortunately for me, everybody is either really busy doing work, or really busy playing.

And this pain is quite overwhelming, it's like invincible, tylenol doesn't work against it, and neither does chinese herbal tea. What I AM craving now though, is some nice cool green tea. If I could be anywhere, I would be at Ten ren's doing my devotionals.

too bad I'm stuck here.