balls-out

Play it safe. Don't do anything out of the ordinary. Be a good, nice, christian boy.

I've thought that my entire life. Playing this game of life being content with where I am, never taking the risk to strive for something greater. Always being content staying on first base, never going for second. Always thinking about it, but never taking my foot off the bag.

It's probably time that I start going for it. And I know I'm going to be caught and out more often than not. But I think it's about time that I go big, because if I don't, I might as well be sitting out.

I really didn't think that this would affect me so much, but the real honest truth is that this is owning me. If I don't take action on this, I'm just going to get wrecked over and over again.