It's easier said than done.
Although I've always said that I live my life without any regrets, I recently realized that there are so many things I regret doing... or not doing. This past week has been one giant test, from my spring break freedom to the battles of my mind and soul, I've slowly picked up pieces of my past. Like pieces of a torn picture, I've tried to piece together pieces of my life and I see now all of these mistakes that I've made.
There are so many things that I wish I did better... so many things I wish I had taken that leap of faith and actually done something rather than sit and watch. And now I lay here and suffer from the repercussions. Sure the Lord definitely has his plans on why I didn't do what I thought I should've done, and for that I'm eternally grateful that I didn't really make a mistake. But coming from reality to what I wish things were like, I've strayed too far.
Maybe thats the beauty of it, we dream big, when in reality nothing could come close to it but we still push ourselves to our limits to reach that goal but always falling short. But God's plan wasn't supposed to be our big dream but rather where we've actually reached. None-the-less it's pretty disappointing knowing that big dreamers tend to never reach their goals, and thus we live a life filled with big and small regrets.
No comments:
Post a Comment