1:40 a.m. @ 17 atl.
I don't know what I am doing up, the one thing I DO know is that tomorrow, I have to wake up at 6:00 a.m. to head back down to school.
Spring break has been an adventure, but I am definitely excited about Spring Quarter. I pray that God would continue to grow me and teach me new things. So much to do but so little time. I am definitely ready to take on whatever the end of my first year in college has to offer.
Awaiting His plan.
Monday, March 30, 2009
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Most uneventful, unproductive, boring, unsatisfiying...
Saturday.
Never have I had a more boring Saturday in probably the history of my life.
Normally there would be my mom yelling at the top of her lungs for me to clean my room, and unfortunately, I would do just that.
Normally, there would be a Boy Scout meeting all the way in Monterey Park, where I would be bored out of my mind doing the routine.
Most of the time, since college started, I would have something to study for and therefore give myself an excuse to "hub it up."
Always, I would have my car parked in my driveway ready to take me wherever I steered my wheel.
Unfortunately, today was not the average Saturday. Not in the least bit.
Woke up to people chatting, and realized some of my mom's old friends from NY were visiting. They didn't have enough space for me to go with them to dim sum, so I ended up staying at home. I got to watch Bolt (my brother downloaded it), and take a long nap. After my nap, I just played guitar for a while, played some online chess (talk about boring), and just sat around. At about 10 o'clock I ended up at the Liu's house and just "chilled" mostly with Mia (their dog), but I got to talk to others too for a bit before I got bored and left.
Frankly, today was a boring day. It was depressing, and right now I feel VERY depressed. I feel as if nothing went right today, and everything went wrong. Today was a day that I questioned myself in so many aspects of my life, and came to a conclusion. I have nothing.
Nothingness. In the time of just emptiness, and when I just sat in front of my computer, I felt compelled to ask myself what am I doing, what should I do, and just evaluate myself in many parts of my life. And I came to the conclusion that I cannot pursue my goals and hope to succeed in life. Rather, I need to keep my eyes focused and surrender all.
Never have I had a more boring Saturday in probably the history of my life.
Normally there would be my mom yelling at the top of her lungs for me to clean my room, and unfortunately, I would do just that.
Normally, there would be a Boy Scout meeting all the way in Monterey Park, where I would be bored out of my mind doing the routine.
Most of the time, since college started, I would have something to study for and therefore give myself an excuse to "hub it up."
Always, I would have my car parked in my driveway ready to take me wherever I steered my wheel.
Unfortunately, today was not the average Saturday. Not in the least bit.
Woke up to people chatting, and realized some of my mom's old friends from NY were visiting. They didn't have enough space for me to go with them to dim sum, so I ended up staying at home. I got to watch Bolt (my brother downloaded it), and take a long nap. After my nap, I just played guitar for a while, played some online chess (talk about boring), and just sat around. At about 10 o'clock I ended up at the Liu's house and just "chilled" mostly with Mia (their dog), but I got to talk to others too for a bit before I got bored and left.
Frankly, today was a boring day. It was depressing, and right now I feel VERY depressed. I feel as if nothing went right today, and everything went wrong. Today was a day that I questioned myself in so many aspects of my life, and came to a conclusion. I have nothing.
Nothingness. In the time of just emptiness, and when I just sat in front of my computer, I felt compelled to ask myself what am I doing, what should I do, and just evaluate myself in many parts of my life. And I came to the conclusion that I cannot pursue my goals and hope to succeed in life. Rather, I need to keep my eyes focused and surrender all.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Blog.exe
Well it has been quite a while since I've last blogged (since xanga), and I am extremely excited!
Spring Break is midway through! And I've had so much excitement and adventure these last few days. Tired, worn out, are all understatements of how I feel. But alas, I still find time to blog. I guess while I'm at it, I might as well just blog about my Spring Break!
Monday:
6:30-:45- Alarm rings
6:45- get out of bed, get ready, drive to DBHS.
6:55- As I pass by the senior spots, I get nostalgic.
7:00- Meet up with Hubert on the hill (for Prayer on the Hill).
7:00-8:00- Pray for each other, pray for the campus, pray for the students who come on the hill.
8:05- Hubert get stopped for looking like a HSer
8:15- Hubert comes to my house, and we go to "eat breakfast" little did I know that "eating breakfast" entailed picking up Grace Hsieh (who we had to wake up), and Eric (who we also had to wake up).
8:25- Arrive at Hsieh household, wait for Grace to get ready.
9:20- Arrive at Chao household, wait for Eric to get ready.
9:20-9:40- Had photoshoot cause Hubert just loves taking pictures.
9:45- Off to Old Town
10:10- get to Old Town, and just walk around (Still haven't eaten breakfast yet)
10:15- First hint of Breakfast, Leonidas Chocolate.
11:45- Visit Jackie Lee @ her work.
12:30- Head off to the 90210.
1:00- Arrive @ 90210
3:15- Left for Scoops Ice-cream @ Pasadena
4:00- Had napped and arrived @ scoops.
4:00-:30- Enjoyed our 1 scoop for 2.75 Ice cream.
5:00- Met up Jackie @ Boiling Crab
6:30- Went to Tenjus to pee, then Haunted Forest.
wow.. this is long...
7:45- Head to Jackie's
8:15- Head to EE
8:30- Head to Eddie Leu's
8:45- Head to Tenjus
9:00-11:00- Played Cards @ Tenjus
12:00- Arrived @ home!
It was a terribly long day, most likely you'd have stopped reading by 12:00. But it was eventful, life never really gets too boring for me.
Tuesday:
All you can eat Korean BBQ was delicious! But I couldn't get full because I was so anxious for the DB vs. Wilson game.
Went to practice with them @ 2.
Game started, and I got to help lead the cheer. Got even more nostalgic. WE ARE INTENSE! Unfortunately the game ended in favor of Wilson, in both JV and Varsity. First time since my sophomore year I think. Next game is during their spring break on Thursday. Then afterward, went to Hub, then Domo Sushi with Joanne, Cat, Cat's sister, and her sister's bf. Then, went to drop of Joanne with Cat, went to McD's, got ice creams, and chilled. Josh joined us after a bit, and just chatted til 12.
Watched the first movie I have ever cried in. I'm too embarassed to say which movie, but if you ask I might tell you.
Wendesday:
Chopped wood for a bonfire the whole day! Couldn't find my axe, electric saw was broken (couldn't find a screw driver to fix it), used a rusted handsaw. Wanted to take a nap, but needed to cut wood, used a drill bit to cut the harder stuff. sigh. Muscles are aching, brain is fried.
Applebees for Delia's birthday was exciting! Then Hub for some Jenga and Uno! :D
Now back home, blogging at 12.
Goodnight world.
Spring Break is midway through! And I've had so much excitement and adventure these last few days. Tired, worn out, are all understatements of how I feel. But alas, I still find time to blog. I guess while I'm at it, I might as well just blog about my Spring Break!
Monday:
6:30-:45- Alarm rings
6:45- get out of bed, get ready, drive to DBHS.
6:55- As I pass by the senior spots, I get nostalgic.
7:00- Meet up with Hubert on the hill (for Prayer on the Hill).
7:00-8:00- Pray for each other, pray for the campus, pray for the students who come on the hill.
8:05- Hubert get stopped for looking like a HSer
8:15- Hubert comes to my house, and we go to "eat breakfast" little did I know that "eating breakfast" entailed picking up Grace Hsieh (who we had to wake up), and Eric (who we also had to wake up).
8:25- Arrive at Hsieh household, wait for Grace to get ready.
9:20- Arrive at Chao household, wait for Eric to get ready.
9:20-9:40- Had photoshoot cause Hubert just loves taking pictures.
9:45- Off to Old Town
10:10- get to Old Town, and just walk around (Still haven't eaten breakfast yet)
10:15- First hint of Breakfast, Leonidas Chocolate.
11:45- Visit Jackie Lee @ her work.
12:30- Head off to the 90210.
1:00- Arrive @ 90210
3:15- Left for Scoops Ice-cream @ Pasadena
4:00- Had napped and arrived @ scoops.
4:00-:30- Enjoyed our 1 scoop for 2.75 Ice cream.
5:00- Met up Jackie @ Boiling Crab
6:30- Went to Tenjus to pee, then Haunted Forest.
wow.. this is long...
7:45- Head to Jackie's
8:15- Head to EE
8:30- Head to Eddie Leu's
8:45- Head to Tenjus
9:00-11:00- Played Cards @ Tenjus
12:00- Arrived @ home!
It was a terribly long day, most likely you'd have stopped reading by 12:00. But it was eventful, life never really gets too boring for me.
Tuesday:
All you can eat Korean BBQ was delicious! But I couldn't get full because I was so anxious for the DB vs. Wilson game.
Went to practice with them @ 2.
Game started, and I got to help lead the cheer. Got even more nostalgic. WE ARE INTENSE! Unfortunately the game ended in favor of Wilson, in both JV and Varsity. First time since my sophomore year I think. Next game is during their spring break on Thursday. Then afterward, went to Hub, then Domo Sushi with Joanne, Cat, Cat's sister, and her sister's bf. Then, went to drop of Joanne with Cat, went to McD's, got ice creams, and chilled. Josh joined us after a bit, and just chatted til 12.
Watched the first movie I have ever cried in. I'm too embarassed to say which movie, but if you ask I might tell you.
Wendesday:
Chopped wood for a bonfire the whole day! Couldn't find my axe, electric saw was broken (couldn't find a screw driver to fix it), used a rusted handsaw. Wanted to take a nap, but needed to cut wood, used a drill bit to cut the harder stuff. sigh. Muscles are aching, brain is fried.
Applebees for Delia's birthday was exciting! Then Hub for some Jenga and Uno! :D
Now back home, blogging at 12.
Goodnight world.
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